Tuesday, February 7, 2012

On this day onwards...

My feelings right now will be summarized in two words - "I'm DONE"

After everything i've done for you, every chance that i gave you,yet you still choose to break my heart, but its over

Finally i've realized that I don't deserve this and honestly you don't deserve me

Yeah, i will still love you and I probably will for a long time

But i can't stay here anymore. It hurts too much.

I guess this is the best time for me to move on and get a true life.

I guess I'm tired of being the last thing on your mind.

I should have known from the start. you choose them, and left me completely shattered.

You took my love and threw it all away, as if it were nothing.

To me, you're my everything but to you, im just your meantime girl.

I admit. I'm sometimes rude. I'm selfish. I'm overprotective. I'm possessive. This is all maybe because im just afraid to let you go and find someone new.

You hurt me more than I deserve

how can you be so cruel?

I love you more more than you deserve

why am i such a fool?

Little did i know you were just another dead end road, made with pretty lies and broken dreams.

Now i believe it that people say love is blind because i must have been blinded to a person like you.

It finally hit me that you didn't even care when i walked away.

Maybe if i had just looked away the first day you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart would not be breaking right now.

I wanna do exactly what you did to me. lead on. make you fall for me. then let go EFFORTLESSLY.

Suddenly, i'm hating myself for everything i've felt for you.

I wish i could go back and erase the day i met you. I really made a huge mistake thinking you were my world.

Slandering my name just for your own gain. Then after you used me, break me, you go and see your happiness on others out there.

Thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it, breaking it in half. Now i knew how much you really care on hurting me.

Watching you walk out of my life doesn't make me bitter about love but it made me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how much more when the right one comes along.

I know there is no medication for this illness, but only TIME. until my heart recovers from your attack.

Maybe someday i'll get back my heart. maybe someday i'll get back my pride.

Maybe someday somewhere down the road, i will forget how i remember you.

You're happy now but one day you will seek love and be sorry for that, you threw mine anyways and the one you are looking for was the one you set free.

one day, i will be able to look into your eyes without even feeling the pain you've caused.

one day i will be able to stand next to you without even wanting to hold your hand because that's the time i'll get over you.

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