Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Puzzle

I'm here again in my online diary and I want to tell you something about my feelings right now. What if i will ask you? When will heartaches end? I really need to know. With my past relationship, at first i am so happy that he made my life into something else. But, as the days gone by, why i am hurting this way? all i wanted him to do is to loved me in return. I know it is not good that you loved someone and expecting something in return. My heart is tired. My whole body keeps telling me "please, for a while, love yourself first." But how? since i met him, my life revolves around him. I want to let go but i can't. I want him to realize how bad i am feeling right now. I want him to see the whole puzzle. This portion of my heart where i hide my aches, I want him to see them. I have been hurting for my entire life and pretending to be okay even if im not. smiling at people, family, and friends even if deep in my heart i really do feel the scar he left. Does somebody tell me here what will I suppose to do? How to love that in the end i will be loved also. That i can find my peaceful and happy bliss. Does anyone knows the exact meaning of the word "LOVE". I know that "LOVE" is one of the most used and most abused one word. And when you love, your heart bleeds. Can we love and be happy at the same time? I want someone to see the whole puzzle. The puzzle that no one, as of now, fix. The puzzle that put my heartaches to rest.


Anonymous said...

Can we love and be happy at the same time?

certainly. love is meant to be felt with a happy heart.

i know where you're coming from. or at least, i think i do.

love needs reciprocation to flourish. if you're not happy anymore, then i say it's just but fair to call it quits. that's why it's called a relationship. it's a give and take.

my two-cent's-worth. hope it helped. Ü

ghielz said...

Just wanna say...

leave a coment in your post...

salam kenal

aLgene said...

love. love. love. it makes life confusing and we're on the same sitch. 'di ka nag-iisa. i guess, all we have to do is to wait for the right one to complete the puzzles. good luck! i'm hoping for your happy love life..

idealpinkrose said...

I know you already know this. They say if you love someone set him free. I know how you feel but you're right when you said love yourself first. It's hard to forget someone that you really love but time will heal your wound. Just let him go and if he's the right one for you, he will come back or it will find a way.

krisleaviray said...
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krisleaviray said...

to all who commented:

thank you for your comments. i really appreciate it. and sorry for late reply coz ive been ver busy this past days.

we all know for sure that if u dont love somebody anymore (as what idealrosepink said( it is time to give up. i already did but its not easy to let go. its just that my feelings keep coming back to him.

may be GOD is still busy writing the best love story for me. we had some sort of misunderstanding. but we're okay now.

thanks for your comments guys.
sa uulitin. hehehe

BLoGGiSTa said...

hi krislea, been through that before and so i know how you feel. right now, you might not understand why this is happening but the bottomline of it all is to trust God and all His plans for you.

the best starting point in loving is yourself.if it's hurting you much, let go and move on. love and improve yourself so that when the right guy comes along at the right time, you will also be the right girl for him. an unreciprocated love by one person cannot diminish the fact that you are blessed to be loved by so many people including your family & friends.

have faith.

love & light,

krisleaviray said...

thanks bloggista. thanks for sharing your thoughts. I never knew many will respond to this entry. thanks again and again. I have nothing more to say hehe

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