Monday, March 31, 2008

HAve to do This

Its been 3 weeks already when I experienced one of the most terrible things in my life. I have been so depressed lately. My bf (well he's my ex-bf now) broke up with me suddenly. He said he needed more time to his life and his job that he would be happier if i let him go. You know what? Letting go of the love you have needed for the rest of your life and now its going to be goodbye? OWTZ!! how painful... Well, last Sunday night, i attended a church service and we had our guest speaker far from our city. He was a pastor, a missionary to Vietnam. He preached about on how to increase out faith even if we have a lot of problems. He stated that GOD never give a problem that we can't handle. JUst increase your faith and everything will be all right. According to that preacher, a problem depends upon the person on how strong they are. That is why i was thankful enough to experienced these circumstances since i was able to find myself and the goals that i almost forgot when i am with him... HOwever, I still do feel a little bit depressed due to the scars he left in my heart... Just want to say thank you for being a part of my past and because of you and what you did, i convince myself now that i have to strive and i have to make sure that i will not to be treated the way you treated me before. We had our wonderful experience together. I will not forget about that even if you have loved someone else. It is not up to anymore to be in your life, it is up to you to put me there. Yes, i admit im mad at you but this will vanish after how many days from now. If you are my weaknesses, then i considered you as my strength to moved and go on with my life with out you by my side.I have to do this not for you but for me.


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